I'm on day two of my placebo pills, with two more left until I start up my next pack of active pills. So far I've only had one moment of irritability but it ended as soon as I had some ice cream from Marble Slab. So technically it could have been hunger irritability which is a huge possibility because I slept from 4:30PM -7:00AM on Friday thus missing dinner. Yes, that's right 13.5 hours. Probably due to stress, and I can think of clear reasons of why I may be stressed, but it may be suppressed a bit.
Do I ACTUALLY feel stressed? Not really. The things I should be a bit stressed about are normal so I'm not stressing about them. Like teaching, they say the first year is the toughest and it is sink or swim. So I'm doing the best I can and that is all I can do. No use stressing when I know it is supposed to be like this. :)
Anyways, tomorrow is the real test, granted I'm still cutting myself some slack since the doctor said it could take a good 2-3 months for my PMDD symptoms to disappear. I'm still crossing my fingers that pack 1 is the one that does it for me :) I'll keep updating.
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